Grace's

So much so.
All the things that are said.
Am I too old?
Can't help it again.
In turn, what will it become?

It feels like a wall.
Or is it a wall? At least wall has reflections.
Maybe it is like a sponge.
Or maybe a pandora box?
Please never open it.
Once open, it will be over.
Ugly.

Small room with 4 walls.
Where are the furniture?
Where is the warm?
Where is the comfy bed?
Cold and empty.

popped by :)

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Busy but not tired? 01:03

I had kept myself busy the entire day, but now I still can't get to sleep. I'm wide awake! This is bad. Argh!

popped by :)

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

AWake 18:24

I suddenly realized the difference.
I suddenly realized why I am so frustrated most of the time.
What I expected was just different.
What I am willing to forgo is just on my own part.

It's just the difference is point of view I guess.

Opportunities and chances.
Countless of them, I took it as wrong timing.

I should just let go abit. It's suffocating me.

popped by :)

Monday, June 15, 2009

sick of it 23:22

I just custom made a timberland shoe.

Every single detail can be choosen.

But the price is freaking ex.

It cost 270 bucks.

It is a gift from my aunt - as usual. =)

It was suppose to be a joyous thing at least.

I am not in the least excited about it anymore.

I realized it seem to be a vicious cycle.

Huimin anf family is back from korea and yet again, i am totally indifferent about it.

Or maybe i even feel abit sick about it.

It is not such a good day afterall.

*shrugs*

sigh 01:39

Tuition is starting tml.

Income is on the way! =)

It was a drama week i guess.

Or was it?

I am learning actually.

Learning how to fly a kite.

When to pull and when to let go.

Ultimately, what's the aim?

I kinda sprain my ankle yesterday.

Tripped over the pump and off i go.

Right before the BBAXN match.

The pain was ok initially.

But today, i kinda of hopped down the escalator and off goes my ankle.

Kinda damn painful now.

Abit limping.

Icing it, but it hurts even more.

GOD.

I guess in life there are times where we need to draw a line to things.

Labels: i am just not good enough

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

:) 10:14

popped by :)

The battle is lost way before it had begun 02:34

Nothing much i can say.

There is no need to fight.

Just smile,

Because that is the only way out.

Labels: broken

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Numb my senses 20:00

Went for sports climbing level 1. It was good. Tho I have phobia for heights, I like the fact that I feel as if I conquered the odds.

I am hoping I can go for level 2. But financially, it's not very possible at the moment.

Life's a chore. I have nothing much to do at the moment. Suddenly felt like having a drink. It had been long since I last drank.

popped by :)

Friday, June 05, 2009

it's the signs 23:45

One after another.

I am feeling numb.

Maybe it's just time to receed.

It's time for preparation.

I am padding it. - acts as a shock resistance isn't it?

Haha!

Labels: i know them all too well...

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