Grace's

It's 15 minutes before the corny bell rings for RECESS time??
Haha. For lunch time i mean.

I am alone at my seat.
My neighbour is on leave. She is having her graduation today.
As for my aunt... She is out to JB for a meeting this morning.
So this leave me abit more free than normal.

5 more working days before i am free from TUAS.
Though i STILL don't have money, but i have had enough of this dead-town like industrial area.

Met up with the 38 gang yday.
They are the ever 38s.
Haha. Lead by our very own Miss Tan, we are doing our 38 scrap book!
But it has yet to finish.
We'll meet AGAIN! Haha.

Labels: Caught in action.. opps

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

---> 10:31

Everything is a mess.
I am tired.
My brain is no longer working.

Suddenly i feel like running away.
To anywhere will do.

I have no energy to do anything or think of anything else anymore.
Why is it so hard?
Why is it so painful?

Labels: the bottomless pit

It just sinks... 01:16

8 more working days.
I took up quite alot of ref.
To cover up my expenses for June.
Haha.

Today is a horrible day.
Hasn't been feeling very well today..

And i am not helping.
I'm spoiling it.
Sorry..

Labels: Further and further...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Wishing... Hoping... Praying... 12:04

"Hi"
Haha. It made me jump up in anticipation.
But yet, when i look again. It's my own illusion.

I was having diarrhoea again.
So i might as well skipped my work.
But yet again.. Why bother?
Cos now, i have 1 day of lesser income.
Working is good.
Especially when i know today would be a super busy day.

Other than toilet, i hasn't walked out of my tiny room at all.
I just lied on my bed.
Covering the blanket over my head.
And keeping my eyes closed.
Shutting everything from my brain.

Labels: Dreams come true only in dreams. I must be dreaming.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

4 kings and 3 queens 01:21

Some updates on the photos.
I hasn't been uploading them... So here it goes...

This is Nike's new theme. Dunno why but when i first saw it.....
It just remind me of basketball. =)

These are Sentosa with gay part and yuan and gwen!!!

Look at my gay part's tongue... 0.o

My colleagues... The only 2 people that are keeping me going. =)
They are Eileen and Yan Xian.

Look at the s****** look.
Haha. Ok, i am risking my life putting this up!!

It is going to be a long weekend.
I actually have alot of things to say to a few individuals.

Ok, here goes...

"Hey gay part! Surprise! Anyway don't think that you're forgotten can. Cos you're not. We have been buddies for..... about 5 years... And we'll still be the way it is. I am sorry i seem to be preoccupied recently and that my balancing sux. Sorry for the neglectance. Hey, but you're still my gay part k?! June i'll be free from work. Let's go out play! haha. Love you lots gay part. For always being there for me.

p.s. i am and will always be there for you whenever you need me. =)"

Myde are stpu mpk indi dit elly out hati luv you?
Idid but ijus twa ntto tel lyou tha tire all ydol uvy ou.
Ican nev erev erf orge our first esp ecia lly howw est arte d.
Itis lik eafa iry tale and theo nly diff ere ncei sth atwe are inth efa iryt ale.

Labels: Happily ever after

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Smile... 23:44

Dying in the hand of the horrible air ventilation in tuas...
I can bearly take it...
Sick but yet obligated...
Always having so much work to do...
Pay is so pathetic...
Pals sometimes irritating me...
I hope i can end all these fast...
Often, i asked myself...
No point regretting....
Torn upon...
I could hardly breathe...
Nothing much that i can do...
GOD!!

Ok. Enough of complains.
I know the work thingy will be over b4 i knew it.
Kinda tired recently.
Tired of everything.
Waking up..
Going to work..
responsibilities..
This this that that..

17 working days more!

Labels: in a way or another, ml will always be a better day

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Always... 23:44

Week end passes fast.
It sure does.

AND.. Once again.. I have to get back to the horrible place to work tml.
Fancy waking up at 5am daily.

Someone SAVE me!!

Hope June come fast!!
Freedom awaits......

Labels: I'm yours

Thursday, May 08, 2008

praying...hoping... 23:18

Things happen for a reason.
So deal with it.

Living is a tiring process sometimes.
Human are the biggest retards sometimes.

Suddenly i have alot to say.
But yet i have no idea how to phrase it.

So, just shut up and deal with it. =)

Don't let me get use to it......

Labels: that it wld be a sunny day daily.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

That Game over there... 23:37

Q IILO VETANYA
DOREAL LYREAL LY

I am so tired...
WORK IS A HORRIBLE PLACE.

Ciao~

Labels: 2 right?

VOEL UYO YOENH 01:17

First and foremost.
Thanks gay part! =)
Love you! hahaha.

Before i have to go to work in the horrible place...
One last blog!

Feeling much better now. =)
But can i please have another day of MC??
PLEASE.... 0.o

Counting down daily... =(

Labels: 4231 312 52431

Monday, May 05, 2008

Can it be this 4ever? 21:13

Cute?

Labels: When all was sunny and bright..

swollen & hurt 09:42

I skipped work today.
Having diarrhoea?
Yea...

But bigger portion of it, i didn't feel like even getting out of bed.

I no longer knew what is happening.
What i can do.
What should i do.

The only thing i can do is lie on my bed.
Feeling like i have nothing left.
Just lying there letting the silence and hurt consume me.

Repent?
I don't even know what to repent about.

Labels: only there physically? i never knew it hurts that much.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Are there still things that i did not do? 23:18

The night breeze is warm tonight.
Exhaust fume.
Pretty cars.
Lonely night.

Suddenly realized what a failure i am.

Disappointed?
Angry?
Sad?

Neither.

It's a 2 H word.
Hopelessly helpless.
Helplessly explaining to everyone.
Helplessly reading DA VINCI CODE.
Helplessly Hopelessly sit there hoping a little drawing might help.

I am too childish?

Haven ate a single thing since lunch.
Considering i had a rather late lunch, it's not that bad.
But i dunno why, my stomach has been aching like shit.
I feel kind of unwell.
But it was overwhelmed.
Suddenly i don't feel a thing at all.
It's numbed.

"The world doesn't revolve around me. It's not everything that matters. Don't be naive. Wake up. Grow up. Think. Maybe distance help?"

grace say... "________ "

Labels: DRAINED

Friday, May 02, 2008

Is the weather cranking me up? 14:40

Didn't felt like blogging last night.
So i am gg to do it now..

Bought 2 story books at popular on impulse just now.
But i did not regret it. *grinz*

Now i am at Mac House. Alone.
Haha.
Made friend with this lady sitting beside me.
So just in case i need the toilet or something..
She can help me look after my stuffs..
Hee. Say i am smart!
Whaha...

4am last night was a feat.
Haha. I could barely open my eyes.
I didn't even dare to sit on my bed.
0.o

I am feeling super tired now.

I need a haircut desperately.
My hair is horrendously long!

Labels: or is it just absolutely me?

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