Grace's

My Jc life is coming to a fullstop... Suppose to be a great thing huh... Buts... I cant help it but to feel that this fullstop is gonna be huge... So huge that it will be a big fullstop to everything in JC... Studying, life, bball and friends... *SaD* Will it?? *sigh*

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Hurry... Haha... 19:55

2 more papers... All bio papers... Yapz... Going to be over soon... Lolz... Oh well... Alright... Hope is will be over soon...

Guess wad... I grow thinner again... -.- From 45kg to 40kg... Now is 38kg... *sigh* Anyway, i hadn't been eating alot... No appetide... Maybe because of the exams? *shrugs* I've no idea man...

Thinking about it... Life as a student is kinda over huh... 2 years ago, it's farewell... Now it is farewell as well... I still remember the many memories i had when i was graduating from sec 4... The transition between sec 4 and JC1 was great... Those that had see me through this transition will know how much i had changed... Haha... Think about that... I miss all the 4Eians... Haiz...

Friday, November 19, 2004

Get over and done with 09:55

Ok... My exams are going to be over... Now i am finding jobs already... I dunno why, but i suddenly see the importance in working to support myself... I don want to be dependant on my parents to support me. I want to be on my own. Sometimes dunno what i am living for also... *SiGh* Just miss the carefree feeling i felt last time... -.- ANyway... 3 MORE PAPERS!!! HEE... Must jiayou jiayou...

Sunday, November 14, 2004

yapz... 5 more papers to do... 16:33

Hmmm... 11 more days to freedom... *smiles* Buts... thinking of it, i am kinda scared... Wad if i fail anything? What am i gg to do?? Repeat? Poly? Private? Wad? oh my god... Feel like fainting wheneva i tot of it... Decisions and more decisions... -.- *headache*

Sunday, November 07, 2004

WTH 21:49

Here i am trying my best to study and pia for wad i had missed for my 2 years... But guess wad... My mum always tot i am playing... She is still fussing over small little stuffs... She think i go out to play and stuffs... Everytime also lidat... Than call me to stay at home study... Yea... on SUNDAY?? Please lo, they were enjoying their majong game at the top of their voice... How to study? than yday, they had to do some bday celebration for wayne and they expect me to be there... So fun huh...

Friday, November 05, 2004

Sick.... 18:36

Hmmm... I am always sick these few days... Always wanted to go out study... But the fever epidermic doesn't seem to leave me alone... In the end i am so fed-up that i went for an injection. Haha... Fever, leave me for good k? Hahaha... I am nuts... Guess wad, i tried to study math today... I was telling myself, if i don study now, when will i study? lolz... Right? Even if i will fail in the end, i guess i will just do what i can now... *nod head*

Thursday, November 04, 2004

yapz.... 1st paper 20:46

Today marks the end of my 1st subject... General paper... In fact i know, there is no necessity to really continue studying... It was a total wreckage... I maintained my smile for the whole day... Deep inside, it is just the taste of failure... I always refuse to study because i'm i am afraid of losing. Not losing to others, but losing to myself... Losing to the real me. I hate that feeling, i don like the taste. Wake up grace!!! Actually i know what i am doing... In fact i know myself too well... So well that i decided to deny the exsistence of myself, my mindset. Now... i just awaits for 25th... *sigh*

Monday, November 01, 2004

22:06

Alright... Another day passes just like dat... Seriously wondering what i am doing with my life... So sick... I kept telling myself that i have to study... Yappz... But studying is boring me... Wad to do? I'm a student... *sigh* Was telling my mum about wakeboarding... Guess wad... she don allow me too... I not even using her money... -.- Oh well... Keep nagging me about it... *sigh* I DON CARE! I'm gona make sure i know how to wakeboard... Everything oso cannot... Go home le also sianz... Everytime i wana try something new, they will always disapprove de... They don even know what i am doing outside... they always tot they kept me under control until very well... In fact, THEY ARE WRONG. They can just believe what they choose to believe then, for all i care... *shrugz*

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Forever
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[NYPBBALL] [38gang]
[Ruiyi] [Deanna] [Yuenyan] [yanhui] [yansze] [Gwen] [Yenling] [Bamboo] [cheryl] [Renee]
[Jasmine] [Vanessa] [Fluffy] [Felicia]
[Animal farm] [charlotte] [Guihe] [Pam] [Lazykitty] [Sharon] [cong'cong]
[Anna] [serene] [Shirley] [WanQin] [Curry fishhead] [jerome]
[emily] [xiaobin]
[Cal'liling] [momo]
[Leanne]
[yunyun] [foen] [tangen] [xingting] [yawen] [weird] [xianglin] [jaslee] [zp] [stevie] [elaine] [tangen] [chunli] [jintong] [loo bird bird] [Ivana] [Yanling]

keep them in clouds if you want.