Grace's

Skipped school today.
TOTALLY no mood to go school!

Anyway, the world is really small.
Ping ping brother is in the same lab group as me!
Haha.
They are worlds apart.
GOODNESS.

It was a bad day yday.
Haha..
What's with the attitude?
What's with the expectation?

I am tired..
School projects and tutorial is killing me.
Oil is killing me.
Tuition is killing me.
YOU are killing me.
And you are killing me.

I felt shot.
Like "bang", i'm dead.

Labels: all my fault

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

23:51

I was taken aback.
Kind of shaken by the reaction i got in that second.

I used to be anal.
But recently, i got anus.
ARGH. University is just horrible.

I have stupid timetable.
SO many modules.
Have tuition which takes up so much of my time.
I feel sick.
Really do.
Plus my stupid car.
Need money just to keep it going.

I am kind of tired.
In fact i am really tired.
Every evening i lie on my bed.
And POOF.
I am asleep.
It's hard to wake me up to school in the morning as well.

I need a break.
I need a holiday.
I just need you in fact.

Labels: Wall E

Saturday, August 23, 2008

12:46

It has been the 3rd week of school.
Things are fine so far.
Better than the start i guess.

Went for NTU training.
Once.
Felt weird.
Haha. I can no longer run like i used to.
Training seems different.

Haha. Maybe it is time to really retire.
I am quite tired.
Actually my main purpose of going back to train is to keep fit.
I realized that i am not discipline enough. So i chose training as a mean to make me exercise.
But than again, i really have limited time.
I have like 8 modules to cover. Which is 24 AU.
On top of that, i have to feed my car. Which i am taking 2 student at the moment.
ARGH!

Ok. And i have to do well in school.
OH MY GOD.
Haha. To think about it now, i haven been listening to lectures.
I think it is time for me to go online to watch my lectures and catch up with whatever that i have missed!

BUSY BUSY BUSY.

Haha. HOLIDAYS please come fast!
=)

Friday, August 15, 2008

Kill me.. 08:30

Last day of the week is always the best day.
This mean Friday.
However i woke up today in shit.
Felt shit that i knock off last night once again.
Argh! It's kind of getting irritating lo.

I have school at 10.30am today.
School is a chore.
Hais.. I basically have no idea wadsoever to wad's gg on in the lectures.
I think i should like put in more effort? 0.o

SOMEONE SAVE ME!!

Labels: OUTDOOR HERE WE COME

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Standing up strong 17:10

Finally got logged in after like a hell 1 hour. AT LEAST.
What is wrong with wireless@sg??

Even if i am connected, i cant view the fucking lecture online.
It's like so super duper irritating.

Ok, i am just feeling annoying today. 0.o

It's a bad night last night.
Bad start today morning.
Good early afternoon.
And i dunno wad now.

I am tired.
I realized i knock off like super fast.
I have no idea why.
In a snap, i am asleep.

It was cold.
The aircorn is cold.
The air is cold.
The words are cold.

I realized how little it does to affect.
Honestly, i wouldn't even have dreamt that it will be this way.
Again and again.
In it go.
Ever felt how i felt?

Am i wrong again?
I have no idea.
But i think it's me.

Fair?
Life has never been fair to me.
Wayne. Wayne can get anything he wants.
But everything i want has already been restricted and planned.

Fair?
What is fair?
Who can be fair to me?

Alright. Fuck what i say.
I am just ranting. ARGH.

I will be just fine.
Like how i always am.

Anyway, school seems to be alright.
I went tap tap john on one of the lecture and sat with him.
Haha.
At least a friend.
Than made another friend at tutorial.
She is kind of my friend's friend.
Call fion.
Had lunch with rebecca while randomly walking ard.
That poor girl have to eat home bought biscutt because she used up her money at jean jip.
So i treat her stuff from old changi.

So nice of me right?
Haha.

Labels: effort marks?

Sunday, August 10, 2008

18:23

First week of HORRIBLE uni life just passed.
How do i describe?
I kind of hate Uni la.
Studying. School.
Everyone already have their own cliques since it's already year 2.
So poor me can.
I am sitting alone in that dark corner of the lecture theatre.
FALL ASLEEP!!
Whahaha.
Still the same old me.

Have reports on hand.
Have lots of stuffs on hand.
But i just refuse to do.
Abit no mood.
Not abit. I just totally don have the feeling of studying!!
Gods...

Ok la.
I shall TRY to start on my first report for Management By Humour.
Let's start laughing!

Labels: xiao long pau for you

Monday, August 04, 2008

stress... 00:45

Sorry gwen.
Honestly i feel freaking guity.
You know what i am referring to?
Maybe it might be the case that it is a mistake!
Nah.. IT is a MISTAKE!
Haha.
I don't care! =p

Anyway, in a few more hours, it marks the first day of my horrible uni life!
I have no friends there!
I am gg to look like a geek sitting there alone stoning.
Maybe sleeping like how i use to in NYP?
I have no idea how things will be like there.
LUNCH is another big problem.
Any kind soul want to ask me out for lunch??
LOL.
But i will survive!!
I definately will!!! =p

Labels: aching heart

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