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Friday, April 29, 2005
Sentosa, here i come...
19:25 Haha... So cool... Everyone is gg sentosa together... I really felt happy that i had such cool sec school friends... I call anna than she say ok on the spot... And i heard that mui n qin too... *grinz* So proud to have them... I am calling everyone to sentosa... Iras colleagues... SRJC ppl... SDR... Everyone... Haha... Hope that it'll be a good day... *grinz* Wednesday, April 27, 2005
01:35 NOTICE: Next MONDAY (2/5/2005) All is invited to SENTOSA... Haha... Come come... *grinz* Oh well... Addicted to go sentosa liao... So long never go le... Just hope that i can get back my nice tan... Grinz... My gay partner wants to be tan and slim... Haha... For me i want to be fit and tan... Lolz... Our wish... Anyway, we're gg to gay club this sat... Anyone interested?? Lolz... Life's been great... Jasmine and me got into the gay thingy... Haha... We're so bored that we actually play gay can... *faints* Budden, it's entertainment... Guess it all started off with the gay bag... Lolz... So now, jasmine is my gay partner... Whaha... I haven had my fill of shopping... I guess spending money is the best thing that can happen on earth... Lolz... I am gg to make a new pair of specs... Than i am gg to buy running shoe... The rest of the money will be saved... Lolz... Hope so... Coffee bean called us today... We're going to work at boat quay's coffee bean... *smiles* Cool can... Lolz... I am not going to bother about my mum le... I want to work... I don care!! Sunday, April 24, 2005
19:33 My blog is gonna have cobweb already... *faints* Today: I went to sentosa with shanice, melissa, chris and jasmine... Haha... Wierd combination right? I guess so... Lolz... It was a super hot day... Today, i put sun tan lotion... Haha... Everywhere except my face... So now my face is super red... Shanice and melissa was super funnie can... cannot tahan them... Anyway, my beach life seems to be coming back... *grinz* Guess i'll be gg to the beach again next week... Probably sentosa... It's a good tanning area... 23/4/2005(sat) Hmm... didn't have much of a programme gg on... Was in town... Cos i had work in the morning... Went for pool again... I think lucky plaza is my lucky charm... Everytime go there play i also play until very well... Maybe it is becos that i partly can concentrate better now... 22/4/2005(fri) Went for nationals... My beloved juniors won again!!! Woohooo... Haha... Top 8, Top 8!! Sr bball team, way to go man! Haha... I don mean a thing, I can't make you feel, I am nothing but another someone... Why do god create love? I really don understand... Maybe life would be better without it? Maybe life would be alot simpler? Why can't love be replaced? Why can't love be forgotten? Why can't it be gone once and for all? Jerome, sometimes when it is time to move on, it's time to move on... No matter how much u don want to, it's still a cruel fact... You still have to move on. Nothing is fair in this world... I know you gave her alot... I know you put in alot of effort... But if she just don want it, nothing can be forced... Sometimes is it better to let nature take it's course... *smiles* Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Loving her is loving her everything...
21:45 To xiaobin, my beloved... Haha... Hmm... Just want to tell you that when i love someone, i love them unconditionally... i love her everything - including her faults. I dunno how to explain to you. But one will not mind wad others think if he/she love someone... That is true love... I guess that's wad applies to you too... Right? Oh ya, another thing... I am NOT attractive... Just happen to meet with wierd ppl... Nobody wants me... *sob* Oh well... Sound so despo... Whaha... Don worry, i wun like those xiao'ming on the road de... Whaha... Up till now, i like no one... Haha... Anyway, today i am at city hall... Went there to shop for shoes with xiaobin and lancome... Than we ate thai express... I AM SO BROKE!! Haha... In the end we walk ard city link mall and suntec... No pool for me today... *sadded* Jasmine is sick! must get well soon... Haiz... That poor girl... ALways never take care of herself de... *shake head* Monday, April 18, 2005
Interesting
20:58 After work, me and jasmine went coffee bean at boat quay to apply for a job there... It's my dream job... Lolz... =x Than i went for the interview first, so i had to wait for jasmine to finish hers... I decided to go down to ex monks that stretch to see see look look... Haha... I was sitting at the usual railings talking on the phone... Suddenly, got this girl stood in front of me and started digging her bag... At first i thought she was waiting for friends, so i can't be bothered... Budden, who knows she took her cam out and started taking photos of me??!! Lolz... SO funnie... I shock tio at first... Than i just stared at her... But at last i just ignore... Cos i think she doing project or something... Feel abit wierd... Haha... I was like telling jasmine... Than i concluded, she quite pretty... Cos i liked her tan... So i let her take... Lolz... So funnie can... Than jasmine was like: "jiu zhi dao". Whaha... Than home sweet home... I miss boat quay... I miss singapore river... I miss the old monks... I miss the old times... but nothing is like b4... The past will always be the past... Nothing is the same anymore... Sunday, April 17, 2005
20:04 Haha... Okies... Today was a boring day... Didn't blog yday also... 16/4/2005(sat) Hmm... Wad did i do..? I woke up at ard 1 plus becos got chalet... Than after that i acc my mum to the hospital to visit my aunty cos she kana dengue fever... So poor thing... Stupid mosquito... After visiting my aunty, i brought my mum to town... I treated her to THAI EXPRESS... Haha... I am a nice and filial... 17/4/2005(sun) Which is today... I acc charlotte to go cut hair... Hmm... Pam and de victor was there too... Than we went hougang plaza for pool... Hurt my little thumb... cos the pool cue got a sharp corner and i happen to miss cue... Haha... As usual... Saturday, April 16, 2005
12:48 HoHoHo... I just woke up from my sleep... Reached home at 6plus in the morning... Clubbing?? Nope nope... I went chalet instead... I went Peicai's alumni chalet... I was cheated there... I tot it is a get together for my juniors councillors... But it turn out not to be free and easy... *diao* Haha... But in the end, due to the lack of participation, it became free and easy... WHaha... But we did the treasure hunt la... I think onli we did... The guys all slack at the chalet and watch tv... Partly we were so enthu about doing the hunt was becos fat and char want to see "mabou"... Haha... We saw quite afew sia... Anyway, we didn't really finish the hunt la... In the end, we went to the beach and start talking... There were 6 of us... Jerome, fat, char, nat, kim and me... But they are really funny... Can't stop luffing when they talk... *Realli miss my sec sch life man... Feels so much like the last time councillor camp... Whaha... Anyway, next week i have another chalet... Should be gg with my IRAS colleague... Buts.... They haven book yet... Haha... Shall see about it... Wednesday, April 13, 2005
11:46 Ok, today i didn't go work... I took leave... Had to go for medical check up and i have to do the enrolment stuffs... So troublesome..!! Haiz... I had double feelings of gg back to school... I am afraid... I am afraid of gg into a school where i knew no one... Where no one knows me... I am such a coward now!!!!! 12/8/2004 Haiz... Another day just passes by... Iras is still ok... The line are still crazy... Don have alot of calls... It's like having a break from the hectic amt of phonecalls... *phew* After work, i went towning again with the animal farm and jasmine... Haha... Animal farm is suppose to buy bag, but she didn't instead... That stupid girl... The rip curl bag is nice k!! Lolz... Crumpler is expensive and not nice... Hahaha... What's with minmin??!! Why does she seem like she is copying me and jasmine? Why do ppl want to turn crook? Oh well... Okies, actually she is quite poor thing... That's y i still tok to her... But it is those on the surface kind of talk... Guess in life, follow your heart! Monday, April 11, 2005
free day
23:32 ok... Haha... Today the line is down!! Whoo!! Haha... Got time to slack and talk... Play ard and stuffs... So fun... Hope everyday can be lidat man... Haha... Went to acc jasmine to but her brown pullover... Weibin was there too... Felt abit awkward... Like very lamp post lidat... So lonely... Lolz... Budden............ Haha... ANyway, we went lido to watch movie... Another funnie show... We watch with khala, naz and limin... All the jokers... Lolz... Iras outing... Everyone seem to be in town... Whahaha... Anyway, in the morning, i saw shanice on 25... 1st time see her on the bus... Such a coincidence... Lolz... I think i kept toking to her than sort of forget about hazel... I am such a mean girl... Haha... So sorry... Xiaobin... Sometimes feel that she is abit wierd... Hmm... Jasmine seem to think that she is interested in me... But she is abit nut nut de... So to me i think she is playing.. But sometimes abit scary... Whahahaha... But anyway, she is my beloved... Lolz... Sunday, April 10, 2005
sigh
00:40 Hmmm... Today me and jas help charlotte out at her church... Than we went town to meet renee, xiaobai and yuenxin... But we reach cinne at around 6.30pm.. haha... We ate at the usual food court... Ban mian again... Than went up to play pool as usual... My pay is not out yet! I am so sad!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT GO SHOPPING!!!! Saturday, April 09, 2005
*haiz
02:03 School's starting... I got mixed feelings about it... Sort of cant wait to get into school life... Budden i thought of my financial... I suddenly dread school... Going school means no income... How can a big spender like me survive?? Oh man... I think i better find a part timr job... At least abit of income is better than none... Haha... Haiz... So tired... Don't feel like thinking anymore... Anyway, I have alot of things that i want to do... *counting* Haha... Friday, April 08, 2005
Shopping
22:25 Haha!! I am getting my pay tml!! Ok, i have a plan!! I am gg to get my Visa mini!! Budden my aunty say need to pay money every month?? So diao... If need to pay every month than i don want le... Haha... Now i am starting my plan to save money... Hee... Tml gg to town AGAIN...!! Haha... SHopping time... Hee... Thursday, April 07, 2005
*smiles*
19:34 Haha... Now i am feeling great... Yapz... Got my parcel from NYP le... So many forms to fill up... Damn irritating can... I really don feel like gg to work... I felt sick... I am sick... *faints* Suddenly miss tan-ing... i just need 1 hour... *grinz* Than i will become charcoal... Lolz... SO cool rite? I want my sentosa life back!! Beach volley ball!! Sand!! Sea!! Ahaha... hey ppl, must jio me out k? Lolz... Esp my anna...!! Lolz... Missing you guys... I'm gg shopping on saturday!! Cos i am gg to get my pay then... *grinz* So cool... Can prepare for poly also... Budden, i like got alot of clothes le... *scratch head* I want a new specs!! Hee... My dear beloved is sick today... She never go work... She so poor thing can... *sigh* Budden i more poor thing, she nv work than i have to answer more calls sia... *faints* Well... Hope that she is fine now... *smiles* *ciao~~~~~ Wednesday, April 06, 2005
22:36 Okies... Life was till fine... My beloved seem sad at work... Guess the mundane job is getting onto her... But this beloved very sweet... She nv fail to make me smile... Muacckz... Thankz beloved...!! Haha... Okies, renee met us for pool today... SO me, jas, renee and yuen went for pool... I decided to choose table 27... Haha... Budden, it's a bad spot... Opps... Sorry guys... It's just a number in my mind that comes out all of a sudden... Pool was bad... I didn't concentrate at all... I dunno wad's wrong with me lately... Anyway, My sch is starting on the 30th may... Hee... Still got some time to slack ard sia... Was thinking of find those part time, than can half work and half study... I NEED A STEADY INCOME... Haha... I heard from someone about something... Than my mood totally change... It went all the way down... *sigh* Anyway, suddenly think that life is really such a contradiction... What can i say, i always thought it was me... But suddenly, i guess it's not... Have to remind myself not to be so confident... Cos probably, it will not be me... Admit it le... I dare not feel anymore... I shall kept everything caged up... Locked up... I'm sorry... I think i am a nuisance... sorry... How can i stop loving you?? Never once had i stop loving you... I am really not interested in anyone but you... I know i am really silly... I don even know if u like me... But i really miss you... I guess you can only be kept in the heart...
love?
00:09 After Iras... I went towning again... Haha... Now my hangout is town le sia... Went to met jerome and her friend in town... Was talking to her... Suddenly feel that she changed... Never seen her so devoted to a girl b4... Oh well... Wad can i say? Love is happiness... Love is sweet... But the saddest part is, LOVE HURTS... Monday, April 04, 2005
horrible day
22:54 It was a horrible day... Haha... Had food poisoning in the morning... Felt really sick after lunch... Totally weak can... OMG lo... Was helping char think of dance move for her farewell item... But my dancing sux... *faints* Work was terrible... Haha... Can't concentrate at all... Was really moody today... To prawn: Hey, really not ur fault... No worries... Now i shall continue to find ling gan... Haha...
Mr lonely
21:21 Lonely im so lonely, I have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin Im so lonely so lonely, Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girl Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girl Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody to call my own To call my own to call my own girl Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girl Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonely So lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girrll Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl andCome on home come on home, baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz... Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonely Im mr. Lonely mr. Lonely I have nobody I have nobody To call my own to call my own girll Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely Sunday, April 03, 2005
Family Problems??
20:11 Oh well... This is really a very BAD yr... PROBLEMS... Everyone seem to have endless problems ard me... Everyone is telling me their problems... Esp my family... It's falling apart... -shouts -screams -cries My friends are in not any better state... *sigh* I suddenly realised that i do not know alot of things... There are thousands of "why?" "what?" "huh?" "how?" Abit useless huh... haiz... Oh well... That's me... I'm always lidat... I always nv knew wad happen... Haha... Oh well... Haha... Guess i have already gotten used to everything... Life is to be getting use to... Like my opt... Pain is to be gotten used too... Life will be better... Reminding myself: I have to be happy... *smiles*
Saturday....
17:57 Haha... FINALLY reach home!! Guess wad, i went "Tha Wu" yday nite... *sigh* Told my mum that i had chalet... Brought clothes out... Met renee and xiaobai in town to shop for renee's jeans for the nite... Went far east and finally found a pair of jeans... Later the nite, we met carmen and played pool at lucky plaza... Than met pam there... haha... That stupid girl, still trying to argue that she is the same age as me... Lolz... Wad's with the age thingy huh? At Tha Wu's... Oh well... Reach MS at ard 11 plus... Than decided to take advantage of the free flow until 12... Lolz... Drink very quicky... Cos don have whisky coke, me and jas decided to drink rum coke... Whoa... The taste sux... Than we change to rum sprite... The coke and sprite makes a big diff... Than i drink vodka... Dunno whose one also... Just anyhow mix and drink... Think we drunk too fast... First renee vomited... Than next was jasmine... Than last was me... Ruiyi didn't vomit tho... Haha... But i was feeling terrible... Usually i love to dance, but last nite, i was totally a goner... I sat beside the road and started puking... 4 times... Can't walk straight... Can't sit straight... Me and jasmine started to tok crap to each other... Haha... Funnie... But i feel horrible in the inside... Mt intestine seem to be on rejection mode... My mind is numb... Ridiculous!! Haha... Oh ya... Got alot of xiao'ming will come out at night to pick up food in admist of the tons of puke... Lolz... A interesting sight... Lolz... Saturday, April 02, 2005
*sigh*
14:16 Oh well... Was really tired... Just came back not long ago... Went aljunied to pray for my grandma and grandad... It was a cool morning... But i slept really late last nite... Now i am still thinking if i should go clubbing with them today... Dunno wad excuse to tell my mama... Dunno wr i should go today... *sigh* Was tired... Think i should sleep abit bit... Trying to push all rubbish out of my heard... *always be happy... *always smile... Friday, April 01, 2005
idiotic day...
23:09 Work: Good... Average la... After work: Better!! Hmm... went shopping?? No actualli we(jas, yuan and me) went cinne for pool AGAIN... Whahaha... But i played really badly... Played pool for like at least 2hours... Haha... Than went to meet jerome at taka... Decided to walk ard aimlessly... Than ended up at far east eating long john... Didn't really eat much today... Went home... Took 132 with yuen and Jerome... That crazy girl!! Haha... Met her friends on the bus and nv stop laughing since then... That 2 friends of her was ultimate... Plus jerome, it was worst... *Faintz* So malu... But very entertaining... haha... Violence also... M18...! lolz... Oh well... Kep me and yuen entertained for the whole 132 bus trip... It made that freaking long bus trip so enlightening... Whahahaha... Hey dude, be free, forget her... You will find a better her... *smiles* |
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