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Friday, September 28, 2007
PMS
15:20 Today is Friday. The long awaited day. 2 days of the precious weekends is coming. Guess feeling is a very complicated prerequisite of life. Probably is PMS. Suddenly thought of alot of things. Suddenly i just feel like being alone. Suddenly i just don't feel like talking to anyone. Suddenlys... Who will understand? Who will know? What should i do? Life is filled with choices. TOO much choices in fact. Where is the grace that i used to know? I realised that i am no longer the grace that i know. Labels: dying Thursday, September 27, 2007
pics
00:17 Here is the team photo at the kopitam after our training on tuesday. =)   Labels: pics uploaded Wednesday, September 26, 2007
mid autumn's
09:04 Attachment. Training. Mid autumn's... Alright, Life is just as boring as it is. After training, coach treated us to beef kuay teow. Than we play lanterns and candles. Haha. Suddenly realized that it seems like ages since i am home for dinner. I have been out wandering around??!! Haha. *shrugs* Labels: boring Tuesday, September 25, 2007
project
09:51 Project....! Haiz. I better start doing it seriously. Because, i need to present it soon i guess. Gosh! Went Billy Bombers yesterday. Chunli, JT, Ivana and Yuanshan went sakae instead. Left with Yaqi, Jasmine and me. Haha. Because we have the 12 bucks voucher. *cheapo* Anyway, the food wasn't THAT fantastic yesterday. Was it us? Or was it the hereen Billy Bombers? *no idea* Jasmine order the fish ole. Suppose to be nice, but the meat taste abit weird yesterday. Than she also had a cup of cookies 'n cream milkshake. Yaqi and me shared the mixed grill plus sophia. Thought that the mixed grill would have bigger portion. But it turn out to be pathetically small. -.- Our sophia came with a cherry on it. It had a really long cherry stalk. The stupid jasmine look at it so se lo! I refuse to let her have it. Than in the end spill the water. Nearly spill on Yaqi. Haha. Lucky she move away. The food wasn't enough, so we had second round. Haha. We order buffalo wings, garlic bread and onion rings. In the end the bill total up to $52.33. After 3 12bucks voucher. Haha. 3 pigs can really eat alot i guess. Took bus back. Jasmine feel like vomiting. Think she eat too much. So she went to buy sour plum. She took 5 back. While me and Yaqi took 132. Bus was kinda crowded and COLD. ahaha. In the end reach home about 11+pm. Talking about food now really make me hungry. Cannot tahan. I haven had breakfast yet lo. *FAINTS* Labels: but... "winks", it's dangerous Monday, September 24, 2007
camp
09:04 The camp ended just like that. Haha, 4 days 3 nights. Run. Drills. Shooting. Box out. *sweats* Actually, comparing to previous camp, this camp is rather relaxing. Haha. Firstly, it is a 4 days camp instead of the usual 6. Less running too. Haha. HIGHLIGHTS: Discipline. Didn't play alot of games. But Elaine did taught us a PIGGY game. Quite a dumb game. But it is damn funny. Haha. As all our camp do, we played the angel mortal game. It was rather hilarious to see the expression and reaction of those people when they first pick their lots. And it was freaking unlucky for me. Cos i randomly pick one, and guess what. It was yaqi. 0.o And the main point was that she was sleeping beside me. So difficult to do anything or drop any hints la. My hand writing is pathetically me, and that girl just couldn't get it. Hahaha! Quite.. ... .. .. lolz. And the WORST WORST WORST thing was that, my angel is yaqi as well. I can go buy 4d le. Like will tio lidat. Haha. And she stupidly call jasmine buy DARS dark chocolate for me. Like the entire bball team, only she, pris and jas know only. So conclusion, must be her. Haha. =p Anyway, still wanted to thank her for the MANY MANY tidbits that she got for me. =) Life is a learning process. Human can be stubborn, but sometimes it is always good to stop and think about what you've said or done. Ask yourself if what you have done is correct. RESPONSIBILITY is a big word. It is not the initiator that can claim this. It is the finisher. DISCIPLINE is another thing. 0.o Don't take things and people for granted. Countable: 8 days. Labels: forever and ever Thursday, September 20, 2007
camp
11:16 Today is camp. I'll be having camp from the 20th to the 23rd of September. Yup, it's basketball camp. TRAINING TRAINING & TRAINING. I wonder how training would be. Haha. Hopefully everything would turn out fine. I took leave on Friday. It's a no pay leave. Damn sianz la. 0.0 I NEED MONEY CAN. It's such a high expense to keep me going. *FAINTS* $$$$$$$$$ I am bring my new pillow to camp! It's kinda big tho. Haha, but it is comfortable and cute. So i guess it is good for the camp!! Wahahaha. Must train hard. PLAN A B C!! =) Labels: Big eater and small eater Wednesday, September 19, 2007
stupid
08:59  This is my result. Haha. Glad that i never fail. Buts. It's not fantastic anyway. It's kinda bad actually. It pulled down my GPA. Oh well, what is done is done i guess. Dunno why, but i wasn't in a very good mood since yesterday after training. ARGHHHH!! Alrights, due to a lack of centers, there is a re-shuffle of positions. Guess what, i am training to play as a center. But i am so small...... But i am so no use....... Haha. I just want to complain. Budden, oh well, no matter what, i will still give it my best shot. =) Last year le. Everybody must work hard and jiayou ar! Ya, and i must start working on my PROJECT. *sigh*  Labels: mood Tuesday, September 18, 2007
nerd
16:34 I went to the library today! Haha.. Yep. I borrowed 6 books!! 6 BIG and HEAVY books. Haha.. It is suppose to be for my project. ARGH! They are all so thick and the words are SO SO SO small. SO SICK OF MATLAB, C PROGRAMMING AND DIGITAL SIGNAL PROCESSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I having stomachache again!! ARGHH! Every time got visitor come i also stomachache de! Anyway, this Thursday is camp already. SO much things not done. Everything is not confirm. Everyone is not confirm too. KNS. Labels: nerd Monday, September 17, 2007
wonderful
11:04 Life is all about finding out. The more successful you are, the more you have found out. Guess that's how it works. Isn't it? I hate changes in my life. I am lazy to adapt. But honestly, life is all about adapting to changes. Probably now, i am not ready for life as an adult? It is a tiring thing i guess. Define growing up. Define adulthood. Define future. Define love. Define relationship. Define happiness. Define work. Define status. Define DEFINE. Definitions changes all the time. As we starts to grow up, we open our eye wider to the world around us. We learn more. We decided to use our brain before we open our mouth. AND... ... That's when people turn evil. 0.o I am still not growing up. Not at this point i guess. Let me enjoy kids-hood for a little more. I am very contented with my current life. Other than the fact that i had a sucky attachment and project, i guess i led a fulfilling and good life. I have a wonderful and caring gaypart who is always there for me at my darkest moment. I am always surrounded with wonderful friends. I am also glad with the everything that god has given me. =p Life is just wonderful the way it is. =) Labels: Tan.Bigeyes.Nochocolatechips.hot Friday, September 14, 2007
sian sian sian
09:16 BASKETBALL. To think about it, i am going to bid farewell to it soon. Probably in 2 months time? Yep. That's it. Haha. So fast. I really wonder how the IVP would be like. Guess all of us will just have to give our best shot. There are no other choices. IAP. My attachment is still horrendous. My codes are not working. I am whining and complaining about my plight like a little kid. Sometimes, maybe coming into poly is not a correct choice. It actually makes me feel small. I don feel like i am a going 21 adult. I feel more like i am 18 or something. Feels like i am moving further and further away from the responsibilities that i should be holding. 21 years old seem so far away. It seems scary. But in fact, i am hitting upon it soon. Maybe... ... It's time to do something about my life. Maybe it is time i really sit down and plan out what i want to do and stuffs. Maybe... ... ... I have no idea what i want to do. OPTIONS:
Labels: always be waiting... Thursday, September 13, 2007
quiz
09:13 Ok.. was bored. So decided to take the different quiz available.. haha.. Here are the results:
End of the stupid quiz....!! Hahaha! Labels: quiz Wednesday, September 12, 2007
sigh
08:40 I just wanted my attachment to be over ASAP. I dunno what i am doing. I am just too tired to do anything at the moment. It's the morning BLUES. C++.......! Matlab........! Digital signal processing.........! WAVE file.......! ARGHHHHHH!!! I am going mad. Why am i so unlucky. This is a freaking difficult project. Gosh. Everyone seems to be doing easier stuffs for their IAP and FYP. Ok, just treat is that i am lazy. I REALLY AM. Why must they put me thru this? I just want a simple low profile life. ARGHH! Sometimes i really dunno if i am lucky or plain unlucky. Oh wells......... I think i shld just try to concentrate and do whatever i can. 0.o Labels: KNS Tuesday, September 11, 2007
c programming
09:36 void readwavefile() { FILE *fp; fp = fopen("normalheart","rb"); if (fp) { char id[4]; //four bytes to hold 'RIFF' int size; //32 bit value to hold file size short format_tag, channels, block_align, bits_per_sample; //16 bit format info values int format_length, sample_rate, avg_bytes_sec; //32 bit format info values fread(id,sizeof(char),4,fp); //read in first four bytes if (!strcmp (id,"RIFF")) //we had 'RIFF' let's continue { fread (&size,sizeof(int),1,fp); //read in 32 bit size value fread (id,sizeof(char),4,fp); //read in 4 byte string now if (!strcmp (id,"WAVE")) //this is probably a wave file since it contained "WAVE" { fread(id,sizeof(char),4,fp); //read in 4 bytes "fmt"; fread(&format_length,sizeof(int),1,fp); fread(&format_tag,sizeof(short),1,fp); fread(&channels,sizeof(short),1,fp); fread(&sample_rate,sizeof(int),1,fp); fread(&avg_bytes_sec,sizeof(short),1,fp); fread(&block_align,sizeof(short),1,fp); fread(&bits_per_sample,sizeof(short),1,fp); } else { printf("It's a RIFF file but not a wave file.\n"); } } else { printf("This is not a WAVE file. Please try again.\n"); } return; } ARGHH! Haha.. Yep.. That is wad i have been doing. Pathetic right??!! Just a pathetic error and i had to use the entire morning to figure out! Haiz.. It's pretty cold here. Haha.. I am gg to the gym later during my lunch break. I just cant stand my upper limbs. Haiz.. So tiny and weak! Shall go pump up abit. Haha. Think talia wants to go too. Haha. All cooped up in this pathetic freezer is no good. Shall go work out and loosen the bones and muscles. There is bball training later tho. Haiz.. No need to think. More running. More fast break. More shooting. GO GO GO! IVP is coming to an end soon. So it will mark the end of a sport i held on to for 5 years. Suddenly, maybe, i will miss it. But what yaqi say is correct. Play until a certain time and standard, when you're stagnant, there is no point continuing, competitively. That is the case for me bah. Haha. Time for a change of sports. =) Buts... ... ... Must earn money first. Have to feed a big eater and a small eater plus my interest. So... ... Working time! Haha.. p.s: still deciding if i want to continue studying. 0.o Labels: Computer whiz Monday, September 10, 2007
sch
11:03 Another boring day! Yep.. I am still kinda clueless on wad to do to my project. My filter failed. It was pathetic. Anyway, Dr cheah treat us to the leftovers from their course. Since it's free, we of cos went in to eat. Haha.. Don't waste food. Budden, now my stomach aching. Haiz. Must be the egg mayo bread i ate just now.. Cos i saw a bug in it. ARGHH! Another day will fly off just like THAT. Faints. Life is just so boring!! Haiz.. Anyway, i have to go home and teach wayne physic again! ARGHH! -.- Labels: sian sian sian Sunday, September 09, 2007
updates
18:16 Updates: Friday (07.09.07) Same thing over and over again. ATTACHMENT @ NYP. Yep. The same old boring stuffs. Budden, i went out with de, gwen, yuen and jasmine for dinner @ lucky plaza. Than went chill at starbucks beside centerpoint. Saturday(08.09.07) Training cancelled. Pris and yaqi came back from mountain climbing. I met my sec school friends at chomp chomp for dinner. - Qin's bday. Sunday(09.09.07) Training from 9 - 12. Horrendous. Ran fast break and shooting drill. Haha.. Than i had to rush back to teach wayne physics. Haiz. Budden i diarrhoea la. Feeling so pathetic the entire day! Labels: updates Friday, September 07, 2007
10:49 6,5,4,3,2,1..... Than poof, yanling says she saw lightning. Whahahaha! So in we go. GYM. I prefer gym... Buts... Not the aerobics part. Haha. My sole is hurting like !@#$^&% Saturday and Sunday. There will be training. Please take note! Alrights, i am blogging in the middle of my attachment. It's like what the hell??!! Haha. Anyway, they HAVE NOT given me a system with matlab and c-programming enabled. How i really start? I have been reasearching and reasearching for the pass 5 days. What is there to research so much about since mine is digital signal processing??!! Haha... I'm gg to have dinner with de and the girls. Dunno wr they will be eating.. I am kinda broke!! Haiz.. *pathetic* I have been cranky for the pass few days. ARGHH! I also dunno what's wrong. So sians and legthargic. I need THAT someone to bring me out of this mess... Who is THAT someone?? It's just everything. =p Labels: 0.o Thursday, September 06, 2007
Someone who lives in your heart lyrics
11:17 Last night, I dreamt that you were beside me It seemed so real, that I cried When you touched me, you're my angel And you've given me wings And I'll fly away with you wherever you go Cause you've filled my heart and you've captured my soul And baby I want you to know If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All out hopes and our dreams are alive I'll carry you with me through distance and time Nothing in this world can keep us apart No one can take away someone who lives in your heart And I know there's a million stars betwen us But they won't stop my longing To hold you and to kiss you How I love you And I'll find my way to you wherever you are Coz you're in my soul and you've got my heart And your love will carry me on If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you No ocean or mountain could keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All the hopes and the dreams are alive I'll carry it with me through distance and time No one in this world could keep us apart Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart It's a sweet song. Nice too. By "All 4 one". Touched me. =) I'm just too bored in R211. Gosh. So feel like fainting. Anyway, i have training today. It will be running and more running. Suddenly i just feel like running. Hasn't been in a good mood recently. Maybe PMS? I dunno. Just easily pissed. Bleahz. Guess running will help disperse the pent up frustration. PPL, DON IRRITATE ME PLEASE!! ARGHH..! Maybe i am going mad. 0.o But still, life goes on. I still have to do my project. So.. Here goes my daily routine. Waking up at 7am. Reach school at 8.30am. Break at 10am. Lunch at 12noon. Break at 3pm. End work at 6pm. Yep. I am going to have this routine for the enxt 6 months. How WONDERFUL. Labels: Someone who lives in your heart Tuesday, September 04, 2007
crazy
23:34 It CRAZY. I mean it! Haha. We ran 24 rounds round the track. Can you believe it?!! 24 rounds!! After which we still went for court training. =) Now... My limbs are aching like hell. I really mean HELL. Faints. It's so so so so TIRING!! Anyways, Thursday have training too. 6.30pm @ the track. Now, i am already stationed at NYP. So anyone went pass NYP can come block R level 2 to find me! =) My project is horrendous!! ARHH!! Labels: tired
I thought she knew
16:01 She was my once in a lifetime Happy ending come true Oh, i guess i should have told her I thought she knew She said i took her for granted That's the last thing i would do Oh, i'll never understand it I thought she knew I thought she knew My world revolved around her My love light burned for her alone But she couldn't see the flame Only myself to blame I should have known I should have known A heart full of words left unspoken Now that we're through I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken Oh, i thought she knew I thought she knew I thought she knew My world revolved around her My love light burned for her alone But she couldn't see the flame Only myself to blame I should have known I should have known She was my once in a lifetime Happy ending come true Whoa i guess i should have told her But i thought she knew I thought she knew I thought she knew I thought she knew I thought that she knew Labels: i tot she knew lyrics
att
14:43 Alright.. My first day of attachment went pass just by rotting in the office. There is practically nothing to do. 0.o ROT kies?!!! Haha. Anyway, now, on my second day, i am back @ nyp. Yep, my attachment will be based in nyp. I am suppose to do a project on the digital signal processing of the heart sounds. Sounds chim??!! Haha, but that's the way it is. There goes my social life for 6 months. *ARGHH* Anyway, I AM still getting paid. That is one good point i guess. =p Haiz... I am moody. Prolly PMS-ing. PROJECTS are just SO SO SO dry. Gosh. What can i say? Life just isn't the same w/o you. Labels: haiz Sunday, September 02, 2007
bball
21:33 Nothing much lately. For one, training resume. It was horrendous. 0.0 For the first training (sat) we ran like hell. I MEAN HELL. 5 rounds of track for warm up. Next is 4 rounds. Than last is 3 rounds. Wonderful. My legs went wobbly After those running. Went into the indoor court also never give chance. 0.0 Still running... ... Without water break... At that time i really hoped for a can for coke! Buts.. .. Oh well.. After court training, we went gym. Can you feel the tiredness?!! Anyway, our WONDERWOMAN vomited. 0.o That's how HELL it was. From the initial 8 ppl, only 4 survive the entire training. *faints* We went for brunch with TE at amk hub after that. =) Than i went went yaqi to find this washer thingy for my water bag which i lend her. Haha. She is going mountain climbing with pris. Tml is the start of my attachment. Kinda anxious. I wonder how will it be. Haiz.. Hope everything goes well. =) |
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