Grace's

Yap... Today my birthday... I'm finally 18!!!!! Hee... Just came back from the chalet... Charlotte's chalet... 28 to 30th dec... I got presents from the seafood family... *grinz* A bottle of 8 neon fishes from charlotte... A rip curl board shorts from jasmine... A handshake from eleanora.. A lion and zebra paper holder from guihe... AND... A photo album from the seafood family... They are so sweet... Sort of, everything come out to be a surprise... i didnt tot i wld receive these present from them tho... Really must thank them for the wonderful bday they have given me... At 12midnight of the 29th, van called me on the dot to wish me happi birthday. Haha... Really appreciate it alot... And for the many many ppl that wished me happy birthday... THANKS... LOVE YOU GUYS MAN... haha...

Christmas
On the 24th... I went out with peng, bee, jas, mui, kaili, rene, xue, ber, alex and shao long to countdown for christmas... Guess wad we did... Haha... we went for steam boat... Feel like chinese new year instead rite? haha... Than after steamboat we went esplanade to thon for the nite...
On the 25th... I went to charlotte's hse for christmas with jas, gui and van.
On the 26th... Celebrate christmas cum huimin's birthday at home...

Friday, December 17, 2004

me........ 23:10

Tears rolled as i saw the poor little thing appearing on the tv. Mishaps always happen and i am glad it don happen on me... But i cant help it but to feel sad for that little girl whose face collaspe as she has 3 lesser bones on her face... *sad* Anyway, hasn't been doing alot these few days... -.- Have been slacking around... Being a pig again... Haha...

I've got a camp job.... Hope jan comes fast... HEE....

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Pig 01:51

Yapz... I got a job... As a web designer... Budden... Like very tired to do lidat... So sian... *LAZY* haiz...

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Braces 14:57

Okies... It's a few days after i took out my braces le... Realised that my teeth are quite big... *sigh* So ugly... god... Haha... Oh well... Now i am stuck with retainers... Haha...

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

23:11

Everything was on the floor...
That was my way of expressing my anger...
Just get out of my damn life and let me rule it on my own for once!

You think you know what i want?
You think you've given me everything?

No!

Now you've even taken away my own mean of fulfilling myself...

THANKS wor.

What the hell...

Sunday, December 05, 2004

01:18

Another day scrambled past... I am drawn into the sickly individual i was in the past... So many constraints... It doesn't feel like the pet name, mj which was given to me jokingly anymore... These few days, i indulged myself in what seem to be real - imagination. POOF... Everything seems like a dream to me... My jersey seemed to me like it was fake. *shrugs* Anyway, prom is like tml?? Haha... Supposingly, we're gg clubbing after prom... Wonder wad prom would be like... *sigh* Didn't know why but there was a sense of dread...

Friday
I went out with charlotte in the morning to watch "without a paddle". Before that we went to some museum. haha... Civilised couple that like arts? haha... Got complementary ticket... Actually all the artefacts were quite interesting, the only flaw is that there is too much words... I need a break from reading facts... Haha... Then, we went around in search of suspender for prom... But that stupid thinggy cost $52++. So i decided to change my dressing... When i have the photos, i will post it up. lolz... It is more to the hip hop side though. Haha... Might look wierd tho... *shrugs* After everything, i send Charlotte to AMK station, than i went to meet lichang, hanisah and serene at the bus stop. We planned for a dinner outing.. In the end, everyone was full, so only serene ate. It was a nice day. We talked like it was in before. Really Really missed the old times... Felt so relax with them around.

If only i could repeat my time again... I would make sure i wun let the happy times pass so easily... I would make sure i don let the treasure slip past me so easily... I would make sure i wun feel so unlettable now. *sigh* Can i just have the last look... The last thoughts before i moved on in life?

Thursday, December 02, 2004

what am i doing? 22:02

After running around these few days, i started to question myself... Is this the life that i want? What do i want? What do i want to do in life? I have no goal wadsoeva in my life. I felt lost. I didn't made an effort in finding jobs.... I didn't made any effort in anything. i felt so irritated by myself.

I am sick... Felt so sick... I kept coughing and coughing... What's wrong with me... I think i must excercise more. I felt weak. Where is the grace last year? *sigh*

prom is on monday... So fast... Haven had the stuffs ready... *big headache* Everyone seemed to be ready... My god... Nevermind, i shall get my suspender tml... Think i will look cute in it bahz... Hopefully... haha...

Anyway, i'm gg out with Charlotte tml... Gg for movie plus find clothes...

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

New Stuffs... 02:29

haha... On monday... It was a nice day... My aunty brought me new Vans Shoe... hee... So nice man... Than my uncle gave me an mp3 player... *grinz* All these are advance birthday present...

TUESDAY
Anyway, today morning, charlotte came my house a while... SHe just returned from Thailand... She brought me this little monkey... So cute can... Can record voice de... She recorded something for me... But i accidentally deleted it... *sigh* But anyway, my aunty like it and huimin love it... Haha... Super cute can...

EXAMS ARE OVER 02:03

*Phew* Everything is over... Exams are over... WhooHoo... Haha... Finally... But now, i felt like i have nothing to do... Like no goal in life de gan jue... *shrugs*

So what i have done.............

Hmm... I have dyed my hair... Sort of highlighted it... Looks quite nice i think... I went for chalets and bbq... Catched up with my secondary school friends... I brought my aunty to the dentist and i brought Jasmine to Changi hospital.

Sec sch chalet cum Jc chalet
Okies... On Sat i went to the Changi holiday flat with peng, mui, bee, kaili, serene, bernard, alex and shao long. They met at my house. Yong ching made a mess out of everything. *sigh* Firstly he didn't REALISE that he have to get the key for us (he booked the chalet). Secondly, he blamed us for not being MORE RESPONSIBLE enough to ask him to get the god damn key. Thirdly, he got us a FLAT and didnt go for the chalet at all giving us the lame excuse that it is haunted and so his dad don allow him to go. So this is basically wad happen. Just feel like giving him a good dressing for god sake. Feel like slamming the stupid MCP's face right into the pile of cow dung. He is at least 2 years older than us and he is a pile of childish and irresponsible shit. SO he doesn't dare to tok to us. He keep using xiaohui and alex to pass us messages. SInce what has happen has happen, i let it rest. What made it worst was the GOLDEN WORDS that came out from alex's mouth. SO what if Yong Ching is irritated? Arent we irritated as well? So they thinks guys are very great?? Sorry lo, without guys, we'll still live very well... I think we will be happier without the 2 MCP. Saying that they are MCPs really humiliated the pigs... *shake head* I didn't scream at yong ching or wad because i did't want to spoil the chalet. Anyway, so sorry to the rest of the ppl that i was quite short templed that day... Apologies...

Anyway, on sat itself, i have 2 chalets... the above is my SEC sch de... Another is the JC de... The JC 1 was still quite okay la... Haha...

Sorry yy, i couldnt pei u go cycling because i have to bring my aunty to the dentist...

wilkommen

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Missing you
Forever
~~Letting go~~

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