Grace's

I woke up early.
Suddenly have some resolution...
Maybe I should take things more easily like b4.
I'm tired recently..
Maybe u r more happy w/o.
Haha..

So much maybe was running through my head before I made it to dreamland.
I was just lying in my dark little room. Thinking.

How long can this last?

Anyway, my dynamo for huimin's windmill is not working. The turning is too hard! Hai.. I want the 1000 Sony voucher.. Huimin and I agreed on half. Still thought of maybe getting the mini laptop.

That is if her project got 1st!

I might be staying over at ntu tonight. My paper is at 9 tml.. Quite freaking early. I'm still deciding. So no mood to study. But who bother right? It's all about getting pissed but no action done. My stomach is acting up on me again. The oversecretion of gastric juice! The half a bowl of beehoon last morning and half the pack of fries aren't helping much. I think I am getting thinner each day.

Thinner is good tho.. Hahaha! Easily disappeared.

I just somehow like this picture.. The lonely duck that just walked straight w/0 knowing where it was heading.

Shall start mugging NOW!

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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Lowest low 23:25

The flag.
Gwen take from here?? Haha..

Haha.. The flag gwen wants. Quite cool right?

宝贵的缘分所以要珍惜。

Cailuan stunned me in the toilet with this that day.

I'm pretty drained lately.
Everything is sucking up my energy.
Exams are killing me!
And everything else is sucking life from me.
Wayne's giving problem.
This this that that.

Is it the weather?
A single message can spoil my entire otherwise happy day.
I have no mood to eat, to study, to think or to do whatever else.
I bought the munchies meal. But I only manage a few fries.
I tried my notes. At least I covered some stuffs.

And for the record, my stomach is giving me problems now.. See! Everything just adds on..

I have exams on Monday.. It's the 2nd last paper. I hope I can do well for the Monday paper tho..!

I'm hitting the sheets soon.. Can I sleep all the unhappiness away?

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Thursday, April 23, 2009

What a day? 00:08

Maybe I was too used to it.. Dunno why I had abit of 莫名的失望。haha..

Had a phone call from jer to ask if I want to go to jalan kayu. Didn't agreed initially. But I waited and decided to give it a go. No wonder she said got surprise for me! Jane is back!! :) haha..

She became a successful women. :)

Had a little chat. Looks like it was gg to rain big big. So I 打包 home to eat. When I reached there, jane couldn't even recognize me la.. Do I look that different?!!

The smile attracts? Someone told me that today..

*do unto others what other do unto you.

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Monday, April 20, 2009

baby.. 11:20

Exams period!

Sorry gwen, i didn't accompany you for the swim.

ANYWAY, ren mei came my house to study in the night. That funny girl. Haha. She came at 10plus. Left at 1plus am.

I keep feeling hungry. I dunno what's wrong with me. Maybe too stress. Haha. Or am i? ARGH. I kinda hate NTU. I hate materials science. Hai. Those endless notes. Those alien questions looking at me during exams. I have had it! But yet, i have no choice but to continue.

Recently my house had turned into a farm. Constant screaming and scolding caused by my infamous cousin. Sometimes it's just quite irritating to be at home with ppl shouting and screaming. Arguing and what's not.

My HRM is in hands now. Tomorrow is the EXAM. And i seriously dunno what has already gone into my head. It's all just a blank!

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Stucked 00:07

I'm in my mum's room now.. Hungry but yet no appetite. Sleepy but yet don feel like sleeping.

It's ironic how a day could be easily change by factors that weren't in my consideration. Abit upseting. Apart from the little misunderstanding or unhappiness here and there between ourselves, there is still external factors brought in. It was abit unexpected. My mistake and carelessness for not informing earlier. But I guess it wouldn't make too much a difference in it.

Even the ants are attacking me. I hate ants! Argh!! And even my back is giving me problems.

Sometimes I feel like just disappearing you know. Just blend in into the air. Like what I am studying. Reaching an equilibrium.

I'm tiredly living on. School is horrible. Money is worst. Everything doesn't seem to be gg to well. everything just adds up. What if one day, I just lie in the bed and never wake up? It's true that every single day we have to cherish every second that has passed. And it's important that every second we try to pass it happily. Life is unpredictable. You will never know what will happen the next second.

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Saturday, April 11, 2009

Stay happy alright?! 23:06

It was horrible game today! What's with wnbl standards?? Gosh.

Was just looking back. I used to be watching those games played by coach. She always never fail to keep me on the game by her stunts. One word to describe her "帅"! She never fail to inspire me to play better basketball.

Haha. Stole the picture from I dunno where. Anyway it's not more basketball for me already. Old and lousy and rusty. Leisure is good enough. :)

It's always good to think back about the happy times I had. It alleviates all the bad ones you're experiencing now.

Be GAY! :)

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Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Having a pretty bad headache 10:25

Pretty tired.
Have ca in 2 hours time.
What's up?

*shrugs*

Kinda speechless recently. Or maybe today in paticular. Exams are nearing. Trying to study as much as I could. So please don add on to my stress.

Or do I have stress? Maybe not. Because it is not appearant.

Having a big headache last night juggling. Sometimes it get rather too much to handle. Nah, not in the dictionary isn't it. It's always bigger and more important at the other side of the fence.

Sometimes I don't even understand who when of what started the fire. Where is my extinguisher? Where is the sand? Or even, where is the water? How to extinguish when I don even know where the source is?

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02:52

Just a picture.. Kinda depicts how I feel now..

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Monday, April 06, 2009

In hall 11 01:01

I'm in hall 11 now!! Have to stay over because my ca is in the morning at 8.30am! I'm staying in sharon and anna's room..

That is Sharon sleeping on her bed!

Suppose to be revising abit more but I'm abit too tired. I miss my pillows dearly. Haha.. Main point is that I have the freaking 30% ca tml..!

I'm so tired now.. Feel like knocking off already!!

P.s I miss u

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Saturday, April 04, 2009

Great day out 21:03

Referee on Friday. Skipped school to earn abit of money! Tired but... There is income! Which this is a good choice. :) after referee we went sim min drive to prawn. 4 of us. For about 3 hours plus. We caught about 40 prawns!! Had a yummilious dinner! 10 prawns each!

P.s. I hope u guys are not bored by the prawning process. It takes a while for the prawn to eat the bait and get hooked! And really hope u guys had fun!

After prawning, we went to watch shopaholic! It was a great show! Funny and all. BUTs.. It left us all tired and stuffs.

Saturday morning! Sentosa!! Went with yaqi and cheryl. To tan. Got dark! Chit chat abit here and there b4 we went yishun for the Bbaxn game. Super super tiring!!!!!!! Me and cheryl nearly died.

Now I'm studying in novena square 2 starbucks. Because Monday I have ca! Hai.. Anna is nagging me to study! Thanks anna!! For the encouragement and all. Both anna. Laypeng anna and ntu anna! Haha..

And thanks babe. For accompanying me all the while although u are super tired too!

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Thursday, April 02, 2009

Holidays soon! 10:42

My 3 months holiday is nearing! But this also means that my exams r just next door! Yes anna..! I gotta study hard.

Feel like going sentosa. Haha! I feel like doing lots of stuffs. But my baby is sucking all my money. Oil.. Road tax.. Insurance.. Cashcard.. Erp.. BROKE!

Money please??!!

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