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Monday, June 02, 2008
The sweet of..
09:34 I am left with 3 more days. Fast i hope. I'm at the office now. And i am totally flat. No mood for work. Don't even have the mood to start a conversation with my neighbour. FYI: My neighbour is in bad mood too. It should be monday blues i guess? Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Or will it be? Waking up 5 in the morning is a chore. Especially when i am sleeping late at night. I'll be glad if i have 4 hours of sleep. My body is fighting with my mind. I am tired. I tried cracking jokes and smiling and fooling around. But i seriously am tired. I guess everyone is tired. This is the time where everyone is unhappy. I decline to comment. There is nothing to be said. Why bother trying? Because trying is not enough. Because if it doesn't work, trying is not worth trying. So make it work grace. Make it work. Deal with it. Everyday when i first open my eyes. I pray. I pray that my everything will be alright. Everything will be happy. No fights. No quarrels. No disappointment. No unhappiness. Does it work? Prayers doesn't work. Because it is me who is suppose to make it work. Whatever my decision, i have to think twice. I am afraid. I am afraid of negative answers. "NO. I DON'T WANT. IT'S NOT GOOD." It just scares me. Black face. Tired face. Disappointed face. There is just nothing i can do. I dunno what i can do. It just sinks together with it. Labels: 10months ago... |
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