Sunday, May 04, 2008
Are there still things that i did not do?
23:18
The night breeze is warm tonight.
Exhaust fume.
Pretty cars.
Lonely night.
Suddenly realized what a failure i am.
Disappointed?
Angry?
Sad?
Neither.
It's a 2 H word.
Hopelessly helpless.
Helplessly explaining to everyone.
Helplessly reading DA VINCI CODE.
Helplessly Hopelessly sit there hoping a little drawing might help.
I am too childish?
Haven ate a single thing since lunch.
Considering i had a rather late lunch, it's not that bad.
But i dunno why, my stomach has been aching like shit.
I feel kind of unwell.
But it was overwhelmed.
Suddenly i don't feel a thing at all.
It's numbed.
"The world doesn't revolve around me. It's not everything that matters. Don't be naive. Wake up. Grow up. Think. Maybe distance help?"
grace say... "________ "
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