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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
09:34 Today is the most productive day in my lab. I finally got some work done. I manage to get S1, S2, S3 and S4. Yep! =) Anyway, actually it is because i promise my supervisor that i will get it done. So i guess i need stress to do my work. Abit will do k?!! Haha. I run away at 2pm yday. Haha. So much so for being a good girl. Oh wells. Haha. I think Jasmine came to find me, buts... I was gone. Sorry gay part. So much i feel like blogging here. Buts... Oh well. *shrugs* I have yet to take pictures of the gifts from momo as well as from the team. Kind of busy lately. Soon soon! Haha. =p Labels: secretly 93 ****. Tuesday, October 30, 2007
再一次拥有
10:12 歌名：再一次拥有 演唱：龚诗嘉 专辑：好·诗嘉 词：Devin 曲：Willie 我想念去年的冬天 下著雪的那一夜 你给的温暖 紧握我的双手 温暖整个寒冬 失去了曾经的拥有 在你离开以後 带走了笑容 只留下寂寞 忘了幸福是什麼 没有你的夜特别漆黑 只能闭上双眼去感觉 没有我的夜 谁在你身边 代替了那个从前 失去了曾经的拥有 在你离开以後 带走了笑容 只留下寂寞 忘了幸福是什麼 没有你的夜特别漆黑 只能闭上双眼去感觉 没有我的夜 谁在你身边 代替了那个从前 能不能再听一次你说爱我 回到还在你怀里的时候 能不能让我 再一次拥有 曾属於我的温柔 能不能让我 再一次拥有 曾属於我的温柔 Labels: 再一次拥有
momo!
09:15 To momo! Hey!!!!! Thanks so so so so much for the framed pictures! It is really really pretty. Will take pictures of it and upload it here! Haha. So touched. =p Thanks girl. Really love it. =) Labels: momomomomomomomomomomomomomomo Monday, October 29, 2007
updates
09:57 Buffet @ trader's hotel with the ballers and coach.  Coach's gifts....  Ruiyi's birthday party @ aloha changi  Deanna - fall off the bed due to ATTACKS!! Hahaha.  Yuan and huili.  Bao ma!  My poor gay part who is severely sick!  Laoda - xuewei...  Xiuting! Imitating the afro.. 0.0  Xuewei's dog - xiao xiao Labels: pics uploaded
ballers
09:38 To the nyp ballers... Hey girls, really appreciate your efforts in doing the gifts. THANKS LOTS LOTS. Graduating soon already. Do take care of yourselves. Don't let nyp basketball die k? Treat everyone with equality. Play and train hard together. Jiayou! =) Thursday, October 25, 2007
=)
11:34 Human are scary creatures. So beware people! =p Yep, i am slacking and snacking in my lab again. Wanted to take picture of my messy table to load up, buts... I forgot to bring my cable. So.. Too bad. Haha. Some sneak preview of my mundane project! :  Matlab  C programming Labels: NOW AND FOREVER Wednesday, October 24, 2007
wtf
00:00 FUCKING ANGRY LO. WHAT THE FUCK. Hey, so what if i go home late everyday?? Even my mum never scold me lo. The most is chant at me abit. I am going 21 this year, mind you. I am responsible for myself. I want art management, you made my mum disapprove of it. Always complain this this that that. Hey, i didn't want to teach him initially de lo. Just knew it that this situation is going to happen. But what?! If i don teach, you say i don have kinship. Now leh? You want me to come home earlier to teach him, you just have to open your mouth and tell me nicely la. WTF. DON QUESTION ME IN THAT FREAKING TONE, COS I DONT OWE YOU ANYTHING ALRIGHT?!!!!! Labels: ARGHHHHH Tuesday, October 23, 2007
loves
15:15 3.25pm. Full. It's time to shit i guess. It's really quite true that when one person is lazy, the shit and the pee gets alot more. =x Attachment is making me more and more lazy. More and more slack. Everyday, i look at those boring and dry c programs. Everyday, i look at those idiotic graphs. But nothing comes to my mind. I have no idea how to continue to find my S3 and S4. I still have murmur coming up. WONDERFUL! oo o-oo --- ooo- o - o- -o -o-- o- --o- oo Uhdoob uhdoob oryh brx. =) Labels: CODES Monday, October 22, 2007
resolution
14:47 Today is not a good day. The bug got me. I am sick. Fever. My whole body seems like it is breaking apart. Was doing abit of reflection in my lab. Just realized that every action leads to different reaction. Life is just like chemistry? Like adding different chemical give you different end products. The way you add it matters too. Humans are just so not sensitive. They are just sensitive to obvious surface stuffs. Kids... It is really different kind of thinking. Sometimes, maybe i am just too old to blend in to 18, 19 year olds. Recently, i just have the sudden urge to just off my handphone and leave it hibernating. Sometimes i just wish i could disappear. Don't give hope for the unattainables. Don't give empty promises. Do not expect anything from nothing. Do not give extra work to your brain. Think less. Keep that smile on your face. Dreams are meant to be just dreams. Once bitten, twice shy. That is a little idiom that i used to learn when i was young. But it is true. It happens. Even if you tried your best to forget, it just seems to be haunting you deep inside. HUMANS! ARGHHH! We are such a complicated creatures... 0.0 Still, having said so much. Alot of things are just not within our control. How truthful are humans to each other? How many people are actually wearing masks? Alot of things are even not within out reach. Haha. What can i say? Avoidance is the best cure i guess. Or maybe, don even try. Because if you haven even tried, there is always a possibility. But if you failed, than it will forever be in your report card. THAT red mark will always be there. Labels: it has all dried up Sunday, October 21, 2007
steamboat
00:27  Deanna Tan. Coop on one chair. Was initially asleep, but, i miss that ugly sleeping shot! =(  Deanna take the hula hoop as a bus sterling wheel??!! That weird girl! Ahaha.   Yuan trying to cut her cheesecake. Leave it to my muscle gay part la!! Haha.  Look at D!!  Tai tais in action! =p  Look like couple right??!!! Whahahaha! Labels: Happy birthday yuan Friday, October 19, 2007
grace
12:27 I was forced to take out the photo of our dear wong shumin. SHE THREATENED ME! Hey, UGLY = PRETTY can. =p Anyway, Life is just mundane here in the lab. What am i doing? Labels: project project Thursday, October 18, 2007
ilu
09:34 Yesterday all my friend doing FYP have NE lesson. So off they went, leaving me alone in the lab. Lucky got momo here to accompany me. Haha. WE ARE SO SO SO BORED. So we're gg to go kayaking this Sunday. Anyone interested to go with us? It will be at changi. Tell me if you are interest. =) At about 4pm, we decided to take a tour around the school. Haha. In the end we ended up at the track. Catch a glimpse of my gay part throw shot put. Haha. Not as shuai as b4, but still.... Hahaha... Got the style la. WAY TO GO! JIAYOU AR! Win some medals back! AHHAHAHAHA. I so feel like having a NEW handphone!! ARGH!! Okies. It's a want. My current phone is working perfectly fine. 0.o I guess i shall not waste my money. I got other needs. =) Anyway, i haven get my pay from the attachment.!!! SO LONG LE. Are they trying to cheat me?? Hahahahaha! Anyway, i need $$$$$$$$! Maybe it's time to work. REF? Aiyo. See how it goes bah. Maybe should go and run beep test first. Hahahaha! Labels: My need indeed. =) Wednesday, October 17, 2007
sugar sugar
11:19 BROKE BROKE BROKE. Was in town yesterday. Had to buy some cosmetic for my mummy. Bird Arden. Haha, actually it is Elizabeth Arden. Quite expensive. A small small tube, s$52.00. 0.0 Females are just so troublesome. Haha. =x Oh ya, i think the weather is super not good lately. KNS!! My face gone! ARGHH! Time for creaming!!! Less sweaty exercise?? Haha. Let's see... ... ... Anyway, Momo and i wanted to go for kayaking trip. Like kayak around Ubin. Anyone interested. Please ensure that you can swim. Plus, even if you don't have two star, please make sure you have some kayaking proficiency. Haha. GAY PART! Must go together!!! About 12 bucks for the entire day. It's quite a budget outing. Whahahaha! Ok, back to yesterday. I saw nice walkman phone. W910i. I want to buy leh. Buts...... No money lehz. Sianz. When will the money fall from the sky??!! Played pool yesterday as well. Haha. My skills became horrendously lousy. CMI. Haha. But still, i think i am better off playing individual sports. TEAM is too difficult a word for me. Like too much responsibility. TEAM LEADER is even worst. Haha. I am just a irresponsible kid. RARS!! Lolz. Just realized that i have so much things that i want and want to do! TIME? MONEY? Maybe it's time to get a sugar mummy. =p Labels: SUGAR MUMMY, WHERE ARE YOU? Tuesday, October 16, 2007
lyrics
10:28 It was so easy that night Should’ve been strong Yeah I lied Nobody gets me like you Couldnt keep hold of you then How could I know what you meant There was nothing to compare to I know everything changes Can we bring yesterday All that it takes I know everything changes Can we bring yesterday not a day passed me by Can we bring yesterday But i know how i feel about you now Labels: About you now, For you:
growing up
09:08 Street ball yesterday at Tampines. Haha. Was fun and funny. With ren mei, pris, yaqi, yawen and xianglin. Really funny la. Yawen anyhow treat chicken wings. Suddenly, my knees will start to buckle. Dunno what's wrong also. Is it because of all the bruises or is it because i strain it too much? I have no idea. But heck care. Hahaha. Positive attitude : It will heal. =) Life in the lab is boring. As you can see, i am like blogging and blogging. Almost everyday i will have a post here and there. Yep. Maybe staying in the lab is good. Sometimes it does helps in reflection. Sometimes it does clear your mind. When i'm bored, i will go walk walk around. Grab a food or 2. Sometimes my gay part will come and find me. To alleviate my boredom. Sometimes momo and the girls will come. Guess this is all i can ask for during attachment. Soon. I'll be graduating soon. Suddenly i realized that it is going to be November soon. Than will be December le. Than a new year will be coming. Sometime i have to keep reminding myself that i am 21 this year. Not 18. I am still living in the 18 year old phrase. Maybe coming to poly is not a good idea as well. Mix too much with younger people. Now it makes me not want to grow up. 21 21 21 21 21 21 21 21 21! Yep. Damn old already. Time to take responsibility of my life and future. Time to really sit down and think of what i want to do. GROW UP! =) Labels: older and older Monday, October 15, 2007
hey, it's u alright?
09:29 THE END Is it a released? Maybe. I really dunno. It is something so dear to me. It is something that caused me alot of pain recently too. The thought of gg back send me shutters. The thought of NOT gg back brings pain. It is a irony. It is a contradiction. Life is just such a irony. Haha. I became very apprehensive. I am afraid. Those dragger eyes. Those evil laughters. Those hidden meanings. Those testing actions? Sensitive? Maybe. But i would rather stay away. Because everytime i didn't stay away, i felt like i was being strangled. Or maybe more misunderstanding will arise. Sometimes not knowing is better than seeing it. It makes you feel alot better. Enough of my rants... Haha.. It's the end of my bball season. I am leaving. Yep. Life w/o basketball. I dunno how will i survive it. Buts... Let's take a step at a time. =) My gay part is damn poor thing, because i am leaving her alone in the team. Sorry gay part! JIAYOU AR.. You can do it de! Cos.... You're my gay part. Always so strong. Always so smart. Always never fail to make me smile. LOVE YOU! Haha. Tho now you're my old love. =p Labels: THE END Friday, October 12, 2007
faints
10:11 I am going to skip the part that we lost yesterday. Today is a brand new day. A fresh start. Might be possible that today is the last match of my IVP season. Time really flies. Guess i've never worked so hard for anything before. Basketball is the only thing i put in so much effort in. In the start, it was to prove to people than i can play ball. Than it was to improve myself. To tell those who think that i am lousy that i am not that bad after all. Now... I am not SKILLED. I am not the MAIN 5. But still, i am contented with what i have. It's personal. I'm old. I have little time. But at least i achieved till a certain average stage. *i guess* It brings me back to a sentence Yaqi told me that one day. When a baller plays ball until a certain stage that they cant improved and become stagnant, that it became abit pointless to continue. I guess i am reaching THAT stage soon. There is little i can do on court. Basically i also dunno what to do. *shrugs* - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Hey people. I am really glad that you guys care so much. THANKS PEOPLE. =) Sometimes, mood do changes. No one can be happy always. There is always up and down for what ever reason there is. This is life. This is part of growing up. In this world, there are also full of surprises. Full of secrets. Secrets are meant to be kept. And there are always reasons for it to be so. Somethings are just better off unknown. Digging it up might just cause alot of hurt to the people involved. Not too good to be overly inquisitive. - - - - - To my gay part: Hey, thanks alot gay part! You never fail to bring me smiles. Haha.. LOVE YOU LOTS. =) - - - - - To my new love, REN MEI: Hahaha, tho you anyhow proclaim is my new love, but ..... You better come support us today! Whahaha. Arbo i don't want you le! =p - - - - - To pris: This is the ending of the season le. Put down all differences. Just give everything that we have. Play it good, play it well, play it happy! *smile* Remember to chop! =p - - - - - To Yaqi: Still a long way to go for you. Your perception of basketball is very different. Nothing much to tell you, but live your life your own way. Live basketball your own way too! And most importantly be happy! =) ps: Don injured me le... 0.0 Whahahaha. Oh ya, we exchange, i pass you my shooting skills. You pass me you box out skills. hahaha. JIAYOU! - - - - - To NYP BASKETBALL: There is nothing else to do for what happened in the past. Jiayou for the future. Because it is waiting to be written by you guys. Keep your morale high. Keep your heads high. Just play with all that you've got. JIAYOU JIAYOU. Labels: Blinded... Thursday, October 11, 2007
pathetic
09:50 Thanks people. For trying to cheer me up. Today is the match. The qualifiers to qualify for the qualifiers. =) Hey people, let's work together. Be it win or lose, just give it our best shot. Jiayou. =) I feel abit numb lately. Like abit like no feeling wadsoever. Maybe numb is good. Project is fine. But the fact that i have to be stuck in school for such a long hour sux. There goes. Ok nvm, i'm listening to Sean Kingston's "Beautiful Girl". The song makes me feel better no matter what. Anyway, i just realized that i didn't eat lunch and dinner nor supper for the whole of yday. Now my stomach feels abit weird. Serve me right. Buts... I really have no appetite. ARGHH! I seem to be losing faith in everything that i do. I need my angel, to relight my dying torch. Come to me, angel!!! Labels: beautiful girl Wednesday, October 10, 2007
problems
08:59 We lost. About 39 points to NUS. I hope this can be the last game we're losing. Let's work our way up girls. JIAYOU! Everyone is dying to find out. PROBLEMS TROUBLES ARGH! I just feel like shouting out loud. I feel so constipated. I feel like i am going to explode. Labels: It is sweet but bitter too. Monday, October 08, 2007
0.0
08:57 Tml... It's THE day. No doubt, i am filled with anticipation. No doubt, i want to win. No doubt, this marks the beginning of my end... This is a big full stop for me. All this while, my life is all about training. Suddenly, it is just going to stop and end. It just feels weird. TO nypbballers. Hey, we are born with many differences. We may not be very good or close friend. But when we are training, we train as a team. Now i hope that during the competition, we can put down all differences and play as a team. Everyone has a part to play. Even for bench players. Those who have a chance to go down, please take the chance. Cherish it and give it your best shot. Let's win the game together. =) Labels: GAME Saturday, October 06, 2007
hair
23:59 Cut my hair today. Met yaqi in the morning. Wanted to go Sentosa, but when i woke up in the morning, the sky was threatening. So... There was a change of plan. Sentosa canceled. In the end, we went "4-horse-road". Whahaha. That poor girl's back is giving her problems. So she went there to see the sinseh. Than we met pris and jas. All 4 of us cut hair. =) Grievances? Haha.. LOTS.. Anyway, i guess everyone treat people very differently. I always believed in this philosophy. "Do what you want others to do unto you." KARMA. Yep, it is similar i guess. I may be playful. I may look as if i don't care about anything else in the world. Hey, but there are principles that i really hold onto. Anyway, there is no definition how how to treat your friends. But ask yourself, what does your friends meant to you. Are they just tools that you throw after using? KIDS... GROW UP. Use your heart and sincerity to treat your friends. This is a horrible week. PROJECT MOODY COMPLAINS Ok, i am just being immature in this post. To *******: I've see the many idiotic things that have been happening to you. I really wanted to cheer you up. But sorry, i guess i'm really at my wits ends. Just wanted to say that, i'll be there for you 24/7. =) Please call 1800-****-****... =p *hugs* Cheer up k? You look cuter when you smile. So... Please do.. =) Thursday, October 04, 2007
0.o
10:35 Haiz. PMS-ing these few days. I am having cramps, but my mense is not here yet. Dunno what's wrong. Now the overwhelming hormonal change is making me grouchy and pathetic. Anyway, today have training again. Just did some thinking and reflection lately. I am old. Haha. I am going to graduate soon. It was seemed like yday when i was filled with zeal and passion for basketball. - That was in JC. I had good accompaniment. Skills wise was horrendous. But i've had fun. In poly, i wanted to prove to people that i was something. Not good, but at least can play and get in the team. - especially to my mum. Do you know how happy i was when i was selected. Bench player?? It's ok. At least i train with them. And we are the champions. I always believed that to play, you have to prove yourself to coach. I guess i am just not one of those who always had the chance to play. My chance was worked upon by myself. Looking back, i guess all those hard work is worth it. At least now i can shoot a proper 3-point with a certain percentage. Haha. So much so has went past. So fast. I am graduating soon. I guess the basketball phase of my life is going to be over soon. I am gg to embark into a journey of a new life?? Sounds scary. But no worries. Haha, so many adventures are awaiting for me out there. I am waiting for my gay part to graduate. Haha. Than we can go have fun together. Probably that is the reason why we're so close huh. We kind of have the same hobbies. Hee. I have yet to choose if i want to further my studies or am i going to go work. I actually applied for the navy scholarship. I guess i will just apply for all the local scholarship available and see how. Haha. I guess navy seem good. Be some engineering or something lidat. Stable income and good benefits. Something more suitable for me than boring office work i guess. See if they want me not lo. Whahaha. IVP is just next week. Cant deny i am very anxious and nervous. 0.0 Guess i will just give it my best shot! =) Jiayou everybody. =) Labels: LONG LONG LONG WAY TO GO Wednesday, October 03, 2007
0.0
01:16 Feeling sore. Feeling pain. *crack* I feel like i am crumpling. Labels: sore Tuesday, October 02, 2007
ONLY IF
09:13 I am kind of lazy to blog. Do not know what to say. Project isn't that smooth. Bball isn't that smooth either. I am having weak stomach recently. Having mood swings. -mense should be coming soon. Not enough money. Most importantly is not enough time. I am stucked in R217 from 8.30am to 6pm almost everyday. Minus the time i late or i escape early. Only if i have time in the afternoon. Only if i am having holidays now. Only if i have alot of money. Only if... I have yet to decide what to do after i graduate. ARGH! So fan! Labels: 63days and counting |
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