Grace's

I lost the colours i used to see...
Everything seem to be black and white...
I am waiting fot this someone to light a light in my life...
I'm waiting for this someone to brings colours to my eyes...

I'm blind...
I dunno where to go...
My heart is in a mess...
I felt so restricted...

Once there was a little child... Everything was arranged for her since she was born... She was arranged to go numerous tuitions... Attend numerous different type of lesson... She can never do wad she wanted... All she need to do is to achieve academic excellence... But does anyone know wad she really wanted? Does anyone know wad she enjoyed? Wad's the use of having a heart but unable to follow it?
When this little girl grows up, she turn into someone that no one knew... Her mum dunno wad she have become... Only she herself know... Who she really was, was kept deep inside her heart... Never to be able to dig it up... It only surfaces at the darkest hour of the night, when she is alone... She promise herself that she would be strong... She promise herself that no matter wad, she wun cry... She believed in herself... But who else does?
Why has she become lidat? The answer lies with herself... Sometimes she tried finding love from somewr else... But it didn't suceed... A failure once was enough for her... Because of her past, she believe that everyone is the same... Same as her parents... Love is nothing but just a word... It wasn't until she really fell in love to understand wad love is... Love hurts... But at least it is a wonderful feeling... But How many times can love be followed? Wad she love cannot be done... Who she love cannot be together... She really don understand wad love is for... maybe love is just to be felt..... who knows.... *shrugs*
Who else knows the pain the little girl have at heart since she was young except for herself... Maybe this is the way life works... Everyone faces their own problems... The survival of the fittest...

wilkommen

Loving you
Missing you
Forever
~~Letting go~~

all about me

GRACE.ZAVE.HEIKE

200 years old... 0.o
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LOVES

Her
all my friends
my family
bball
sentosa
tea
chip & dale
my com
my hp
chatting
slacking
chilling
music
dancing
L word
...........

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affiliates

[tanyaqi]
[NYPBBALL] [38gang]
[Ruiyi] [Deanna] [Yuenyan] [yanhui] [yansze] [Gwen] [Yenling] [Bamboo] [cheryl] [Renee]
[Jasmine] [Vanessa] [Fluffy] [Felicia]
[Animal farm] [charlotte] [Guihe] [Pam] [Lazykitty] [Sharon] [cong'cong]
[Anna] [serene] [Shirley] [WanQin] [Curry fishhead] [jerome]
[emily] [xiaobin]
[Cal'liling] [momo]
[Leanne]
[yunyun] [foen] [tangen] [xingting] [yawen] [weird] [xianglin] [jaslee] [zp] [stevie] [elaine] [tangen] [chunli] [jintong] [loo bird bird] [Ivana] [Yanling]

keep them in clouds if you want.