Thursday, November 04, 2004
yapz.... 1st paper
20:46
Today marks the end of my
1st subject...
General paper... In fact i know, there is
no necessity to really continue studying... It was a
total wreckage... I maintained my smile for the whole day... Deep inside, it is just the
taste of failure... I always refuse to study because i'm i am afraid of losing. Not losing to others, but
losing to myself... Losing to the real me. I hate that feeling, i don like the taste.
Wake up grace!!! Actually i know what i am doing... In fact i know myself too well... So well that i decided to
deny the exsistence of myself, my mindset. Now... i just awaits for
25th... *sigh*
