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Thursday, July 01, 2004
What's wrong with my blog?? What's wrong with my life??
23:27 Oh wells... Something's wrong with the stupid bloggy of mine. Haiz... Hope i mend it this time round. Now is our mid-yrs. I don seem to even have the concentration to study. Usually when i don study, i'll feel that guilt, but this time round, i felt nothing. Simply nothing at all. *bad sign* Some stuffs happen lately... -xiuting buys us catus -Mid-yr -blog spoil -no life -studying sux **overall: Life really sux... I dunno how am i gg to manage my studies anymore. Sometimes it is not that i dunno how to do, it is that i didnt study. Felt really tired. I lost my goals once i found out that i was colour blind. My dreams of gg into the biomed sector is finished for good. I find it no pt for me to study anymore. Where am i gg to go after my A's?? I am equavalent to some unless ppl wondering around... -sigh- This sux... Anyway, i failed my mid-yr... BIG TIME. Haha... Seems like i no life le. My life evolved ard sch, hse, coffee bean and amk. That's all. This is sick los... I want to go out play. I want to do stuffs that i like. I do not want to be like a caged-up human. Study study and study. When will everything finish? I messed up my own life. Now i think i am messing up charlotte's life as well. I got her into great deep shit. To CHARLOTTE... Seems like wo hai le ni wor... Zhen dui bu qi. Alot of things have been going through my head. I knew u have to choose. It is just a matter of time. And i guess i can't do anything to salvage the already bad situation. I really don want u to get into any trouble in school or at home. Like wad i told u, i really hope the choice u make is gb. You must think of all the consequences and stuffs u noe. U tell me u want to grow up. Now, i tell u something, part of growing up is to learn to let go. Part of growing up is to learn to cover up ur misery, ur disappointment... Part of growing up is to learn to make decisions. Don worry bout me, i will know how to take care of myself. No matter wad happens, i will always be around for u. Love,grace Anyway, tml will be our 2 mth le. Sounds short, but actually quite long le. Hiaz... |
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