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I cant help it... My right cheek is killing me. It is the first time in my entire life my tears flowed so freely becos of my teeth. I feel like screaming out loud but i cant. I cant even move my jaw.I hadnt sleep for the whole night. The right cheek was so painful that i couldnt use my right eye to see clearly. ARHHHHH!!!!! I tried to tell myself that when yy is living well and i shouldnt complain. I should be better off than yy in the sense that my operation is optional. Wad the hell... That is the point! It is optional and WHY I CHOOSE TO DO IT???? Haiz... I really cannot take it le. I have used all methods of making myself feel better and the pain seem to be increasing. Than i have a thought. I regretted not calling the nurse to put me to sleep for good in the hospital. My mum keep calling me to hang on. But does she noe the actual pain i am hanging on too? I cant blame her, but still.... VERY PAIN.... I had always been quite strong mentally, but this time round, i realli admit that i have lost. Totally lost to my mouth. WHEN WILL EVERYTHING BE OK??

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